i think i'm really dehydrated right now. i do not do very well in the summer, it's always a battle to stay well with the heat and all. i neglected to keep my water intake high even though i knew i needed to. so at the moment i feel like shiznit! i have a headache, i've had a couple bouts of nasea and i'm really hungry at the same time...:P
so in other happenings, i have a competition this weekend...i'm competing against myself. the other skater doesn't have a coach to put her on the ice and doesn't want her parents to do it (because they're psycho) and so she's not doing it as far as i know. if her new coach is coming down though she may change her mind. i hope she does.
I think it's so funny that you did the survey greg...you never do stupid stuff like that. what is up...maybe you need some more sleep, you sure you're doing alright 'cause yesterday you said all that stuff was icky and you felt dirty for looking at it...you drama queen. ok i've sufficiently given you shit for the day.
lots more drama at the rink, but i'm thinking it's all for the best and am waiting until it's over and some people will just go on thier way...which it's looking like they might. if you want to quit, i say go...cause you'll just make room for those who want to be there. i'll say no more on this subject.
the fourth was fun...tiring....but fun....FOOD!!! yes, the food...good times. i think i did get a little sun through the leaves of the shady tree i thought was protecting me. but i caught on and put sunscreen on and i didn't burn....greg's pics from the fourth are good...i don't really enjoy looking pissed off all the time...i just guess i don't want to be smiling because i'm not too fond of my smile. i'm coming off way over sensitive about my looks, but i think that being a girl i'll do that anyway and if i had any idea how to make myself look better to myself i'd do it...i can't do anything with my hair...frustrating, i want to witen my teeth...but that costs money, i don't really wear make-up often...i don't usually make the time, and i guess when i'm feeling particularly picky, i feel pretty ugly, but it's not all the time...and i know that i'm psycho sometimes and can get over it because i know my mind plays tricks on me all the time...ALL the time. i need meds i guess, but i like dealing with it myself because i know that i can be that way and i recognize it and try to work past it...i'm such a chick aren't i...i just read that back to myself and i'm even more convinced that i'm crazy...but i'm good with that:)hehe
aight...i'm gonna go drink water until it's coming out of my ears and hopefully my headache will go away and i'll be feeling better by morning cause i have a lot of work to do tomorrow....
i just remembered i have music cutting to do...hmmm...well i'll take some ibuprophen and deal i guess.
ok, love you guys,
Beth