*sigh*

s'been an interesting couple of weeks. *sigh again*...very interesting.

the rink is a disaster...it always has been, but it's always been bearable. i think i'm just about to encounter that straw the broke the camel's back. this close ><. i'm so dicouraged right now. i don't even want to go in everyday anymore, i love my work, but i've just about had enough. there are other jobs i can get that will pay and treat 100 times better then this place. and it's not like i'm being directly mistreated, but messing with others in the rink is the same as messing with me, and if you know me, you know homie don't play that. i have to stay professional no matter what. i must. sometimes i want to say "you know what, screw this place, screw you all, have a nice life, i'm gone." we have such an amazing pro staff, it's unbelievable. i genuinely love working along side these people, i will never in my life work with a better team or have better friends. we just gotta stick together though. we have to try and stand up to the so-called "managment." what happened this week was so unacceptable. *sigh once again*

aside from all that unpleasantness, my birthday's next week. i'm not too excited though. i'm sad really. i can't really explain it either. i asked a couple of friends and they felt the same way at 22. wierd. maybe it will be a fun day none the less. i have no plans so far. i have to work the morning after so i can't really stay out that late...maybe my friends and family will join me for dinner somewhere really nice...too bad everyone's broke. everything's just so dissapointing. i'm just not gonna be happy today, am i? :) oh well.

i'm gonna quit whining now:( i'm just making it worse, there is one good thing i can think of...my quilt. i'm so excited about my quilt...grandma is getting the biggest longest hug ever recorded, she's the best!! yay, i ended on a good note!
a plus tard...
moi